It is so hard to accept the loss of a “normal” life for my son. He will likely never hold down a job, have a girlfriend, a family. I am worried what the future will hold for him after I am no longer here. There is no one that will be there for him. It’s funny but after he was born I thought of him without me as an old man and I pictured him alone, lonely and poor. I was sad that I could not be there for him. It looks like that vision will be his future.
I took him out with me two days in a row. I bought him a nice hoodie and he bought himself another one. I took him out to eat and we had samples at Costco and he looked at IPads there. I feel like I say things to him sometimes that I shouldn’t . I get angry that he doesn’t help himself. I can see he is very dependent on me or really anyone that helps him. I often think am I to blame for this? How can I help him become more independent? He practically has no money except for the GST he gets every 4 months. He lives a very sad existence and that makes me feel heartbroken. I feel there is no hope left.
I took him out with me two days in a row. I bought him a nice hoodie and he bought himself another one. I took him out to eat and we had samples at Costco and he looked at IPads there. I feel like I say things to him sometimes that I shouldn’t . I get angry that he doesn’t help himself. I can see he is very dependent on me or really anyone that helps him. I often think am I to blame for this? How can I help him become more independent? He practically has no money except for the GST he gets every 4 months. He lives a very sad existence and that makes me feel heartbroken. I feel there is no hope left.
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