This may be a duplication and if so feel free to remove it. I may just need to vent.
I have been trying so hard to trust that the doctor is right with this remeron wellbutrin mix but every time I try to double my dose of wellbutrin from 100 to 200mg I get more anxiety then I can tolerate. I won't see the doc for another month. I feel better each week on 100 in conjunction with taking EMDR therapy but still have very little motivation which I believe is the goal with the increase in wellbutrin.
I've done this for years trying some med then getting scared off by the side effects and quit. I did something really stupid a year ago and went off all my meds and haven't been able to find a comfort since.
I need to forgive myself for what I did and keep trying but it has been a year and a half now since I was hospitalized and I am feeling discouraged.
I have been trying so hard to trust that the doctor is right with this remeron wellbutrin mix but every time I try to double my dose of wellbutrin from 100 to 200mg I get more anxiety then I can tolerate. I won't see the doc for another month. I feel better each week on 100 in conjunction with taking EMDR therapy but still have very little motivation which I believe is the goal with the increase in wellbutrin.
I've done this for years trying some med then getting scared off by the side effects and quit. I did something really stupid a year ago and went off all my meds and haven't been able to find a comfort since.
I need to forgive myself for what I did and keep trying but it has been a year and a half now since I was hospitalized and I am feeling discouraged.