I'm going to go out on a limb here, and admit that I'm confused by something. I don't understand people's obsession with getting off medication. Now I'm the first to admit that I have a different perspective than someone who's newly diagnosed... I've been on meds for over 20 years. And yes, at the beginning there was a period of about 10 years where nothing seemed to work. Either I had impossible side effects, or strange reactions, or the meds just plain didn't do what they were supposed to do. I couldn't work or go to school during that time, and I was barely able to parent my son. But even then I understood the tradeoff for me... without medication I'm a danger to myself! When I'm manic I have no judgement and a complete disregard for my own safety. I believe I'm somehow protected and that nothing can hurt me, and that's almost killed me more than once. And when I'm depressed I've attempted suicide several times. Even when I'm in remission I know I'm not cured, and that it can sneak up on me and make me full-blown symptomatic before I realise it's happening. If it's doing what it's supposed to do, the medication keeps that in check.
I guess the drilldown of what I just don't get is that if the point of medication is to keep us alive, why would someone ever want to stop that?
I guess the drilldown of what I just don't get is that if the point of medication is to keep us alive, why would someone ever want to stop that?
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