People with bipolar disorder can have a serious problem in controlling their self confidence .. they reach the point where they need to stop being so confident of themselves .. they need to stop but they just can't .. they become overconfident & cross redlines .. and they only stop after crashing into something .. they only stop after doing something stupid or saying something stupid .. something that ruins everything good they did before .. something terrible that makes them lose friends & they suddenly fall from being in the top to being in bottom .. and their hypo mania turns into severe depression .. feeling terrible & guilty .. and it might take them weeks before recovering .. and slowly slowly they rise up .. gain self confidence & become happy .. and again .. they don't stop until they make another stupid mistake & fall in depression again .. and so on ..
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Being aware of this is good .. but being aware but helpless feels soooo terrible ..
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Being aware of this is good .. but being aware but helpless feels soooo terrible ..
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