hi this is so painful, Tanis was going to be 17 yrs old on Feb 1st. She was not your average cat (others including my partner) agreed. She was my familiar and with me through so much I couldn't even begin. We brought her to vet's this morning before they even officially opened but they were lovely (I've been going their for 30 yrs with rabbits, dogs, cats). They made the ordeal so comfortable I was on the couch in the quiet room with our sleeping pillow (tempurac or whatever it's called is great for arthritis) she would always curl over at the top of my head. This is the first time I've really damned cancer (not even when morther and father were diagnosed they were fine).
Tanis didn't use her claws not matter the age, if I had people over no matter how many she was right there introducing herself. Non winter months she brought me many gifts of food. She empathic when myself, the dogs and my daughter were ill or upset. So many wonderful memories I'm trying to override with my grief. I know definately best decision she was at the end it was so damn quick not even a week after the diagnosis.
sorry for whining but the pain is so much, she the last part of the life of ex wife, mother, house, dog my biologic foundation. Actually, more. Amazing how we know to be prepared but still the heartbroken grief is screaming.
I just wanted to share and say I lost my always longtime companion. She was my support system of never judging. Thanks
Tanis didn't use her claws not matter the age, if I had people over no matter how many she was right there introducing herself. Non winter months she brought me many gifts of food. She empathic when myself, the dogs and my daughter were ill or upset. So many wonderful memories I'm trying to override with my grief. I know definately best decision she was at the end it was so damn quick not even a week after the diagnosis.
sorry for whining but the pain is so much, she the last part of the life of ex wife, mother, house, dog my biologic foundation. Actually, more. Amazing how we know to be prepared but still the heartbroken grief is screaming.
I just wanted to share and say I lost my always longtime companion. She was my support system of never judging. Thanks
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