No one really knows the struggle I have to live my life the way I do. The struggle to keep going, to be a decent person, to control myself, to care. I'm exhausted from being this way and affecting the people around me the way I do. It's not fair to them. It's not fair to me. I'm not sure whether my faith in God is strong enough to survive my struggle. What do I do if I lose faith and try to escape and fall deeper? How do I feel worth to those around me when I am such a burden?
I'm just posting this here because I know I can without judgment, rejection, guilt, or fear.
It is the only place I can.
I'm just posting this here because I know I can without judgment, rejection, guilt, or fear.
It is the only place I can.
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