First post for me. I think I'm going to go point form just to let you get a picture.
I turn 60 this year, suffered depression since I was 4
Also, fibromyalgia and anxiety since 80's
Grief is knocking on my door, my mom just over two years and my friend of 45 years last year.
Enough?
My oldest son is a constant worry with schizophrenia.
My marriage has broken up, we separated almost a year ago. On our 36th anniversary. Only we live on the same property.
My husband blames everything on my depression. I feel like a pathetic loser and like I have been cast aside broken. For some reason I have a lot of acquaintances, and no friends. I have given my entire life to my marriage and am living alone for the first time ever.
I have been thinking that maybe my family would understand if I committed suicide. This is not a good sign for me and that is why I am here.
I can't stop crying or find joy or energy.
I turn 60 this year, suffered depression since I was 4
Also, fibromyalgia and anxiety since 80's
Grief is knocking on my door, my mom just over two years and my friend of 45 years last year.
Enough?
My oldest son is a constant worry with schizophrenia.
My marriage has broken up, we separated almost a year ago. On our 36th anniversary. Only we live on the same property.
My husband blames everything on my depression. I feel like a pathetic loser and like I have been cast aside broken. For some reason I have a lot of acquaintances, and no friends. I have given my entire life to my marriage and am living alone for the first time ever.
I have been thinking that maybe my family would understand if I committed suicide. This is not a good sign for me and that is why I am here.
I can't stop crying or find joy or energy.
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