Long story short, I’ve had minor issues with self identity since I was a kid when I was beaten by my father (not constant - but periodically..) and just recently I’ve been having full conversations with two different versions of myself.
Usually after I’m done work, around 1:30-2:00 am
It will happen when I get closer to the highway and have free range to go do whatever I want, wherever I want. I will mentally clock out as myself (the guy that just finished his shift) and wake up as either the playboy version of myself or the sad and lonely child.
The millionaire playboy will go out to bars and flirt, boast, pick up women and womanize them. He’s a pure asshole that takes what he wants and leaves them once he has it. I’ve woken up at bars completely lost on how I got there and who I was talking to.
The lonely child will channel me to go up north and hide in the forest for hours and hours. Normally under trees and on rainy nights. I will wake up completely soaked through my pants and shirt. Then will drive home like that.
Long story short, I’m not sure where to put this and if Splits have their own forum in here.
Also, hello! I’m new here
It took everything in me to just write that.
Usually after I’m done work, around 1:30-2:00 am
It will happen when I get closer to the highway and have free range to go do whatever I want, wherever I want. I will mentally clock out as myself (the guy that just finished his shift) and wake up as either the playboy version of myself or the sad and lonely child.
The millionaire playboy will go out to bars and flirt, boast, pick up women and womanize them. He’s a pure asshole that takes what he wants and leaves them once he has it. I’ve woken up at bars completely lost on how I got there and who I was talking to.
The lonely child will channel me to go up north and hide in the forest for hours and hours. Normally under trees and on rainy nights. I will wake up completely soaked through my pants and shirt. Then will drive home like that.
Long story short, I’m not sure where to put this and if Splits have their own forum in here.
Also, hello! I’m new here
It took everything in me to just write that.
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