Hello.
I was recently diagnosed with bipolar 1 disorder. After years I suppose of not having a diagnosis so we know it progressively gets worse. I suspect now that it's been there almost all my life and I am now 43 years old. Truly had such a manic episode that I broke the law. So understandably I am terrified.
I guess my question is how do you know what's normal and what's depression or manic.
I find myself constantly living my life like
oh I want to put makeup on...oh no am I manic
oh I talked to animatedly....am I manic
for agitated...manic
or
I cry almost everyday because atm I am unable to see my three small children....depression or grief.
sorry I have more questions.
I have a PRN quetiapine 25mg. I have been taking this almost everyday for about a week.
is this ok? That is what they are used for right?
and how do you forgive yourself for things done when manic?
ok thanks for reading
I was recently diagnosed with bipolar 1 disorder. After years I suppose of not having a diagnosis so we know it progressively gets worse. I suspect now that it's been there almost all my life and I am now 43 years old. Truly had such a manic episode that I broke the law. So understandably I am terrified.
I guess my question is how do you know what's normal and what's depression or manic.
I find myself constantly living my life like
oh I want to put makeup on...oh no am I manic
oh I talked to animatedly....am I manic
for agitated...manic
or
I cry almost everyday because atm I am unable to see my three small children....depression or grief.
sorry I have more questions.
I have a PRN quetiapine 25mg. I have been taking this almost everyday for about a week.
is this ok? That is what they are used for right?
and how do you forgive yourself for things done when manic?
ok thanks for reading
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