Hello
I'm new to this kind of therapy but hopeful it will be helpful. I've been reading some of the posts and I can relate to many of you...unfortunately & fortunately
I'm 38 and tired of this disease it takes way too much time & energy to feel happy all the time. I'm on medication and feel like it is helping a little. I also see a psychologist and it helps to talk BUT it's very hard to become happy when I realize I will never be so called cured. I will probably take meds the rest of my days and I'm finally ok with that..without them I know I can't handle my disease.
I feel like a constant disappointment to my family. I don't have the energy for everyday things. I feel like I'm been held back by the darkness. I want to be a good wife/mother/coworker/friend but to many times I have let the darkness consume me. For every promise I break I just become more disappointed and darker. It's a never ending cycle that I know deep down will never end.
I take each day as they come and I am proud if I make through a day being a good wife/mother/coworker/friend.
Here's to a Long road ahead
I'm new to this kind of therapy but hopeful it will be helpful. I've been reading some of the posts and I can relate to many of you...unfortunately & fortunately
I'm 38 and tired of this disease it takes way too much time & energy to feel happy all the time. I'm on medication and feel like it is helping a little. I also see a psychologist and it helps to talk BUT it's very hard to become happy when I realize I will never be so called cured. I will probably take meds the rest of my days and I'm finally ok with that..without them I know I can't handle my disease.
I feel like a constant disappointment to my family. I don't have the energy for everyday things. I feel like I'm been held back by the darkness. I want to be a good wife/mother/coworker/friend but to many times I have let the darkness consume me. For every promise I break I just become more disappointed and darker. It's a never ending cycle that I know deep down will never end.
I take each day as they come and I am proud if I make through a day being a good wife/mother/coworker/friend.
Here's to a Long road ahead
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