On Monday morning 06 FEB 2017 .. something happened .. something painful .. very painful for me ..
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I tried to overcome the this by getting busy but all in vain .. I couldn't focus on anything anymore ..
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Moreover .. my brain wasn't functioning well all the time .. My memory was confused .. if you ask me about my home address .. I will answer correctly at 3:00 pm .. fail to remember at 3:15 .. then remember again at 3:30 ..
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This memory malfunction drove me crazy .. its the first time in my life that I experience something like this .. I felt that I lost my mind completely ..
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At 6:00 pm same day .. things went worse & worse .. this fluctuation in memory is more frequent now .. few minute later .. I started doing stupid things .. I stepped out then back home then again stepped out then back home for more than seven times within an hour or less maybe ..
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Because I'm renting a basement apartment I didn't want people upstairs to notice anything .. it was embarrassing .. I just stepped out & called 911 .. at least I should do that before I loose my memory completely ..
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I realized that I left my health card at home with my wallet & door keys ..
Police responded instantly but came without ambulance .. they had to search me & realized that I'm only a good person who needs help .. they told me that I did the right thing ..
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They took me to hospital but I don't remember anything after that .. .. I woke up after midnight with handcuffs in my hands .. about five policemen men around me waiting for the doctor .. they say they had to do that because I was trying to harm myself & harm others too .. & they told me I tried to run away from them .. but I don't remember any of this .. ..
I apologized & they understood ..
the nurse gave me three shots of something I don't remember now .. but I remember them telling me what was it .. it was enough to calm me down & sleep ..
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I was released after being 24 hours in the hospital & I was happy to do that .. I had to take a taxi back home & managed to get in with a help from the land lady .. who seemed to be informed about the accident by the police .. maybe they wanted to check about the information I managed to remember & tell ..
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I stayed asleep at home for over 12 hours .. then started feeling normal & took a shower I needed desperately ..
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Now it's Thursday morning .. I feel much better .. I took the bus & went directly to the hospital .. I need to visit the hospital record department to get a copy every single detail they have about me ..
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Note :
All what I said above was true because other people confirmed it to me .. I don't remember what happened when we arrived in hospital but I remember almost everything else ..
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I tried to overcome the this by getting busy but all in vain .. I couldn't focus on anything anymore ..
..
Moreover .. my brain wasn't functioning well all the time .. My memory was confused .. if you ask me about my home address .. I will answer correctly at 3:00 pm .. fail to remember at 3:15 .. then remember again at 3:30 ..
..
This memory malfunction drove me crazy .. its the first time in my life that I experience something like this .. I felt that I lost my mind completely ..
..
At 6:00 pm same day .. things went worse & worse .. this fluctuation in memory is more frequent now .. few minute later .. I started doing stupid things .. I stepped out then back home then again stepped out then back home for more than seven times within an hour or less maybe ..
..
Because I'm renting a basement apartment I didn't want people upstairs to notice anything .. it was embarrassing .. I just stepped out & called 911 .. at least I should do that before I loose my memory completely ..
..
I realized that I left my health card at home with my wallet & door keys ..
Police responded instantly but came without ambulance .. they had to search me & realized that I'm only a good person who needs help .. they told me that I did the right thing ..
..
They took me to hospital but I don't remember anything after that .. .. I woke up after midnight with handcuffs in my hands .. about five policemen men around me waiting for the doctor .. they say they had to do that because I was trying to harm myself & harm others too .. & they told me I tried to run away from them .. but I don't remember any of this .. ..
I apologized & they understood ..
the nurse gave me three shots of something I don't remember now .. but I remember them telling me what was it .. it was enough to calm me down & sleep ..
..
I was released after being 24 hours in the hospital & I was happy to do that .. I had to take a taxi back home & managed to get in with a help from the land lady .. who seemed to be informed about the accident by the police .. maybe they wanted to check about the information I managed to remember & tell ..
..
I stayed asleep at home for over 12 hours .. then started feeling normal & took a shower I needed desperately ..
..
Now it's Thursday morning .. I feel much better .. I took the bus & went directly to the hospital .. I need to visit the hospital record department to get a copy every single detail they have about me ..
..
Note :
All what I said above was true because other people confirmed it to me .. I don't remember what happened when we arrived in hospital but I remember almost everything else ..
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